Life is hard.
In my recent weeks of contemplation, it has come to my attention that its a long way to happy. The things that I believe I need to do to be happy, are difficult. there's nothing easy about happiness, especially when you're unsure of how to get there. I don't want to make my family unhappy, but I really feel that it would better for me to work. I KNOW that I messed up last semester, but I wish there was some way that I could just erase that and act like it didnt happen. I wish that I could take it all back, and just do it again, the right way. In a way I guess I'm doing that. But...still.....I'm lost. I just need motivation. Yet everywhere I look for it, is superficial. I cant seem to find it, But once I find it, I have a feeling that finding myself can't be far from it. SO for now....I guess my search is for motivation....from my heart, my soul...from within. and i've got to do what i love.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."
In my recent weeks of contemplation, it has come to my attention that its a long way to happy. The things that I believe I need to do to be happy, are difficult. there's nothing easy about happiness, especially when you're unsure of how to get there. I don't want to make my family unhappy, but I really feel that it would better for me to work. I KNOW that I messed up last semester, but I wish there was some way that I could just erase that and act like it didnt happen. I wish that I could take it all back, and just do it again, the right way. In a way I guess I'm doing that. But...still.....I'm lost. I just need motivation. Yet everywhere I look for it, is superficial. I cant seem to find it, But once I find it, I have a feeling that finding myself can't be far from it. SO for now....I guess my search is for motivation....from my heart, my soul...from within. and i've got to do what i love.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails."
